I could write about almost anything tonight.
The end of summer, which is slipping away like air out out of a delightful balloon. The days are glorious in September (warm, sunny sunny, and blue beyond blue)... and yet we all know they soon will be gone.
Or the Red Sox. This is when you find out if you're really a fan. Last night, I was a tired fan, and missed the 9th-inning heroics in the second game of the series against Tampa Bay. Let me claim this: I'm saving my late nights for the playoffs.
Or Chris Dodd. Who is garnering monster media attention, whose Upper Valley Office opened this weekend, and who I sense is getting a second and third look by serious NH voters.
Instead, I will focus on a modest event -- the annual fundraiser held by the Upper Valley Democrats -- and what it might mean in the context of some all-too-brief history.
The key speaker at tonight's Upper Valley Dems fundraiser was Congressman Paul Hodes, who was elected a member of Congress in November 2006 in his second race for this seat. His election was a grand and glorious win for New Hampshire Democrats, part of an unprecedented sweep which saw Dems winning offices and pluralities in just about every elected position in the Granite State last year.
So, how does it feel now?
Congressman Hodes is, in so many ways, a model public servant. He loves his job. He places his constituents first (not his party). He understands that every vote is a delicate balance between his first priority, and the needs of the Granite State, the nation, and then the Democratic Party.
Paul Hodes works hard, putting in 18-hours a day, six or seven days a week. I think everyone understands, at least a little, the "public" in "public servant." I'm not sure everyone understands the second word. A personal observation: last year, in my quest to become a Commissioner of Grafton County, I missed every soccer game and practice of my three kids. And if I had begun my race earlier, as I probably should have, I probably would have missed every game of baseball season, too. I can't even begin to imagine the sacrifices made by a Congressman.
That said, Paul Hodes opened tonight's event with some interesting comments: "I'm not the same person who stood before you nine or twelve months ago," he said (these are approximate quotes, as I was not taking notes at the meeting).
As he made clear in his following remarks, Congressman Hodes was suggesting that governing and legislating in 2007 is a bit like providing directions in the twilight zone. On the one hand, you have a large number of Democrats who are keen to make substantive, thoughtful policy changes on a wide range of issues, such as Iraq, health care, energy, the environment, and health care.
On the other hand, you have a veto-proof number of Republicans in both the House and Senate who insist that failed policies are working, that corrupt strategies work, and that staying the course will produce the change we all want.
I'm simplifying his comments, but not by much. It's an odd situation. Democrats clearly won in 2006, but not by enough, and as a result there is an odd stalemate between Pennsylvania Avenue and Capitol Hill. So it's no wonder that approval ratings for the White House and Congress are within a few points of each other. The general public looks at the stalemate and throws up their hands in confusion and disgust.
Still, when I think of Congressman Hodes and the rest of us, who have traveled so far from the early days of 2003 until now, I can't help but be impressed and pleased with the journey we've taken.
First, to give a lot of credit where a lot of credit is due, the path for New Hampshire Democrats has been paved by many, many people long before myself and others relatively new to the scene arrived in the Upper Valley. Sharon Nordgren, Jean Hennessey, David Hoeh....the list goes on and on.
Second, the next wave, inspired in many cases by the 2004 primary, continues to stay involved. Karen Liot Hill is one example, but not the only one of relatively new Democrats, who work day-to-day on the affairs of the party and state. I saw Aaron Lavalle tonight, working for Congressman Hodes, and remember introducing him as the first DFNH dozen (endorsed candidates) in late August 2004, along with such (now) New Hampshire notable politicians as Terri Norelli and Maggie Hassan. While each of us has taken a slightly different journey since our early days, we have all learned a lot, and continue to learn, about how to balance the many interests which compete for our attention.
As Congressman Hodes suggested, it's not an easy formula to manage, even on the best of days.
And so, what has our education been? What have we learned?
First, the simple truth: a few determined individuals can make an enormous difference. (Margaret Mead said it far more eloquently.).
Second, public service and political work are harder than they seem. A lot harder.
Third, the balance between being an insider and an activist resolves best (at least I think so) when a person finds their true voice. Tonight I saw Congressman Hodes working, struggling even, to shape and develop that voice. It was not his best night on the stump, but I got the very real sense that he (and others like him, who really care about the public and politics and public policy) that he was not afraid to try new ideas and experiment in finding that voice.
A person could get theoretically pretty easily on this "voice" topic, so let me try to be clear: it's hard to lead the public, but it can be done, and there's no better teacher than experience and the willingness to try again and again.
It was a good night. Sure the Red Sox lost. Sure the night is cold again after a warm day. And Chris Dodd remains in the back of the pack, further away in the polls than he deserves. But for New Hampshire Democrats, tonight was a learning moment, part of the path towards long-term success. It's good to be on this trail.